we're different in our own ways

warning this is a long blog......

You may not care to what I wrote
For the things I wanted to share
To open up those sleeping minds
And for the hearts that’s hard to forgive


Sure, I’m not so wise
Often times I got blinded by the light
Sure, I’m not popular
And to the point no body care
I’m not that nice
Sometimes I do bad just to feel better
I’m not also that pretty
For the guys to see me
You may look at me outside
But one thing you can’t surely
See
This is the real me inside
So many times I got people
On my mind
Asking me why I was born
Informing me that
Their life would happier without having me at that time

That’s why sometimes can’t avoid to wish this crazy
Things I clearly know that’s impossible
I wish I was born with a silver platter
I wish I was born as pretty as should be
I wish I was intelligent as they expect
I wish I’ll never get tired so anyone could see how lucky they are having me around
I wish I ‘m not talkative so I can avoid those people that love intrigues
I wish…I wish… I wish...
Never been contented
Never been enough

A lot of times I 'm wishing for the better
First for my family
My self
For the beggars
For the church
For the sick
And for the truth

And even got into time I was crying so much
Because I was thinking how unfair is life to me
Why God gave me this complicated life
And think I'm so weak to make it alone

And I guess
At the middle of nowhere
I realized something while
I was on the middle of huge aches, pains, suffering and ill caused by unfinished business of those people evolves near me
I was never been alone
God is always good to me giving me those people to make me stronger
And I should not be bitter because I can’t make my life change
And it just so happen I realized that who I am now is what god made and what god what’s me to be..
I never say I’m perfect
I also do hurt someone sometimes
But it’s safe to say they are also

imPerfect because they also do hurt me or someone else
Indeed we need each one of us
To those who hurt they make us stronger
To those who back stabbing on us
They make our life be more exciting
For those who always wants a worst for us
They’re molding a brighter days for us in the end of the battle
To those who loves us
They make us feel special
To those who encourages us to be stronger
They give us a reason to wake up every time the sun comes up
To those who care for us they make us feel special
And at the end of this I want to thank god, everyone and my self
God because he didn’t make it took so long for me to see how beautiful life is
And for me to stop thinking life is so damn selfish for me to not have it all
Maybe this life is already shaped for me and just for me
All the happiness and struggles i experience and I’ll feel

Wala bang kwenta???
Sorry Kung non-sense for some
But this is really what I just thinking and feeling




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